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Enternal Lights
"can you look in my eyes when my backs aginst the wall?"
Created on 2005-04-18 01:54:56 (#6833776), last updated 2005-07-25
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Basic Info| Name: | Scottie |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-03 |
| Location: | Ontario, California, United States |
BioLoves affliction in the wrong direction - Cast shadows on gray skies, dull the days till i break. Broken once again, i fall. I speak only in 4 letter words. FUCK, SHIT, CUNT... these images i seek, the ones where you die at the end lift me like i'm proud. But in the end, another 4 letter word, FUCK! FUCK me for being who i am, FUCK you for doing what you did, FUCK this and FUCK that - till death do us part. Then life lost its touch... Weak - pathetic - pale.
Can any of us go into this good night, fighting that good fight? Giving up all hope and dream for what? For the day that i find you false... whom your not, what i never knew you to be? Speak for the cure, the sickness inside me that i'll dig out... Dust to dust... DUST TO FUCKING DUST, life will move... and speak of sickness and ponder a cure
From dust to dust, my lives turned to rust, from just one drop of sour water, when it struck, those echoes in my brain, shuddering, held me like i wanted, false visions of myself. Visions of you, lying dead. Life motionless decay. Fuck the heretic in witch you breath, sense of god and your destruction. Like a virus, eating away at my soul, infected. I have a cure for you. of you. because of you. When the night turns blue, and lust is left at the door. all that's left is nothing more then your bullshit lies and confusion. get a grip i tell myself, sorry words for a sorry man. i gave sickness a name. that name is spoken like it will destroy my inner ear. fuck redemption, piss on love, toss respect and forget about trust. i told you i had a cure. In this rotten world of disgust. You crept like mouse and fucked me like a tiger. I gave you all I could, and the nothingness, the ill-rotten lack of anything drove me to the cure... Beg my sweet sweet angel... Beg till your wings fall like the god send i thought you were, misbelieving and summer days... the memories well forgotten in a twisted mind... one more 4 letter word will make it all better, followed by a 3 letter word,
FUCK - YOU
Can any of us go into this good night, fighting that good fight? Giving up all hope and dream for what? For the day that i find you false... whom your not, what i never knew you to be? Speak for the cure, the sickness inside me that i'll dig out... Dust to dust... DUST TO FUCKING DUST, life will move... and speak of sickness and ponder a cure
From dust to dust, my lives turned to rust, from just one drop of sour water, when it struck, those echoes in my brain, shuddering, held me like i wanted, false visions of myself. Visions of you, lying dead. Life motionless decay. Fuck the heretic in witch you breath, sense of god and your destruction. Like a virus, eating away at my soul, infected. I have a cure for you. of you. because of you. When the night turns blue, and lust is left at the door. all that's left is nothing more then your bullshit lies and confusion. get a grip i tell myself, sorry words for a sorry man. i gave sickness a name. that name is spoken like it will destroy my inner ear. fuck redemption, piss on love, toss respect and forget about trust. i told you i had a cure. In this rotten world of disgust. You crept like mouse and fucked me like a tiger. I gave you all I could, and the nothingness, the ill-rotten lack of anything drove me to the cure... Beg my sweet sweet angel... Beg till your wings fall like the god send i thought you were, misbelieving and summer days... the memories well forgotten in a twisted mind... one more 4 letter word will make it all better, followed by a 3 letter word,
FUCK - YOU
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